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Ramana Maharshi, Self Discovery
Let us look at the much bandied question 'Nan Yar?', 'Who am 'I'?' What is the purport of this question? Does its question format make it a mere question? What are we aiming at?

It is really the first uprooting assault on the basic identification, one's identification of the self, of Consciousness, with the body. If one remembers that ego, or the mind's centre is this 'I am the body idea', the assault is really on the very root of the mind. If your attention stays on the question of true identity or true source of consciousness, then the battle is won.

For when the searchlight is clearly focused on the imposter, upsprings the role of the "true" Self, he will disappear. The false 'I' is only a notion, an idea fostered over many lives by a simple failure to enquire 'Avichara' is the cause. You haven't enquired. So you are wallowing in ignorance. Once you confront you, 'I', your ego, meet it 'Face to Face' then you discover it has no face of its own.

Born of forms, rooted in forms

Feeding on forms, ever changing its forms

Itself formless, this ego-ghost

Takes to its heels on enquiry.

The ego is referred to by Ramana as a ghost because like a ghost which has to cling to some body or the other the ego must cling to the primal thought form 'I am the body' and its associated thoughts forms. Each identification is a mask which hides the truth about the real nature of the mind.

Don't be scared about your notional long-ingrained false identity. When the wrong ideas ceases, the truth shines forth in all its fullness. You don't have to do anything about it. In fact you cannot, for the egocentric action oriented mind has ceased to arise. The "Real 'I'" without a centre has taken over. It is not different from the Self, from the fullness of consciousness. It exists as intuition whenever action is called for, whenever thought is needed. It disappears as it appeared when its purpose is done. There is no longer the action-thought continum which is inevitable when the ego is operative as the doer of action and reaper of the fruits thereof.

There is need for a note of caution at this stage. For one may get cheated out of the experience of the state of natural happiness, by the very lack of experience. Ramana has remarked to several questioners to this effect. Basically we have a concept about the nature of the experience, which itself would be the block. For, the actual experience may not be according to one's idea about it. It would be like the Vedantic story of person throwing aside the wish fulfilling stone 'Chintamani' ignorantly mistaking it for a cheap stone, opting instead for a shining piece of glass identifying it with 'Chintamani'.

Be that as it may let the experience happen. Try and stay with the experience. One has to remember that the practice of Ramana's way is essentially the practicing to be steadfast in the experience of the natural state and not to allow thought intrusions, due to lack of vigilance to the birth of thought.

It is a different dimensional experience, where the mind as we know it with a central I' thought and associated network or related thoughts is no more. Logic and reason ceased to exist and would be replaced by intuition of a pure desire-less mind which is the doer, the Self in action.

Needless to say that no one can succeed in this sadhana of experiencing the natural state without constant dependence on Sadguru Ramana's grace. He is only too ready to shower it abundance. What is initially intermittent experience grows steadily in its duration, in its depth, until all ignorance born of identification ends. Then one is firmly Self-aware, a resplendent jnani.


About the author

A.R.Natarajan


Sri A.R.Natarajan has had the opportunity of a long association of over 50 years with the Ramanashram. He was the editor of "Mountain Path" for two years. He was the secretary of Ramana Kendra, New Delhi for ten years. He founded the Ramana Maharshi centre for learning, a non profit institution. He has authored more than thirty six books and eleven pocket books on the life and teachings of Bhagavan Ramana.

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